workaholic!

This weekend I worked myself to death.  I worked at the pool friday morning. I got up at 430 and left around 12. I wasnt suppose to work at soccer master until 4. So I was going to take a nap. My manager called me about 1230 asking me to come up and work from 1 to 8 instead of 4.  So I went. I worked a total of 14 hours on friday. then I went home for like 30 minutes and went over to laurens house and hung out and played pictionary all night! That was SO much fun. So eventually I left there. The next day I had to be at the tent in st. charles at 930.  And I stayed there till about 7. So I worked about 9 hours or so.  I went home and showered and ate some mashed potatoes and fell asleep eating them! and of course I had to wake up about 545 sunday morning to go to the tournament again.  I left my house at 620 in the morning. I got there about 645 and didnt leave till about 4. So I worked about 32 hours in 4 days. I crashed sunday night and just wanted to sleep for 2 days. But of course not. I had to work yesterday morning and then at 12 go to soccer master till 4.  So 11 hours yesterday. I have school till 330 today and I go strait to the pool for cleaning and inservice. Then tomorrow I am working again from 5 till 4. and then thursday I finally have a day off after school.  I dont have a day off where I dont have to do anything until sunday.. And I AM NOT DOING ANYTHING! I am going to catch up on sleep. I am also going to write the 3 papers I have due and the 3 finals I have left and The tons of homework I have. I can not wait till this is over. But of course as soon as this semester is over I have a 3 week course in anatomy I have to take. So my summer isnt going to be as long as everyone elses. but its okay I am getting things done. I am getting what I want to do done. I am happy with my hectic life right now I just have to make sure I am getting good grades and making sure I am getting the sleep I need! 

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today is a really shitty day. I just think I am overworking myself. I worked 14 hours yesterday. I have school for 7 hours today and then tomorrow I have to work 11 hours. I am taking 16 hours of school and I also have a lot going on right now. I am just going to have to sleep a lot this weekend. I have to get up early on saturday to go someplace with my mom. but sunday HOPEFULLY I can sleep in. I cant remember the last time I slept past 8am. I got this second job so I could help pay for school and save up so I can pay for school wherever I go next. i just am going to have to be stressed now while I get money. I also dont know what I am going to do this summer. I have to work out a set schedule so I can work at the pool and not have conflicts in the 2 jobs. I also will be out of town for 10 days. I hope I can get off both jobs. I know I dont have to worry about the pool I will just put it in my availability. I dont think I will have to worry about soccer master either. Doug the manager is pretty laid back. I think I just have to get past the last few weeks of school and life will get a lot less stressful and I can work enough and I can still have time to even think! 

I am just stressed. I only have like 7 more days of classes left. thank goodnes!!!!!

I feel bad

im writing in orange in honor of tristan..

i feel terrible about this but It has to be done.  I took my car friday to Mr. Moran  and he looked at my car. There was more damage than I thought. It is going to cost like 1000 dollars to fix.  Tristan said before that her insurance was about to cancel her because of all the stuff. this is her 3rd accident. I was just going to split the cost with her or something but I dont have that kind of money and neither does she. I thought it was going to be a lot cheeper than that. I really feel bad that I have to do this but I cant drive my car till its fixed. I have to drive my mom or dads car as much as I can. I dont know what else to do. Im stuck. I dont want to have to do this to my best friend but I dont know what else there is to do! 

soccer master

I GOT A NEW JOB!! 

I applied for soccer master on Thursday with Michelle Spencer. she already worked there and so she told me to apply.  and she applied to be a lifeguard this summer.  So we are basically going to work the same jobs. So I applied thursday and then I got a call from the manager on Friday and had my interview today.  I start working tomorrow! my interview was simple. He basically told me what the job was like and ask when I was available. So I have my first training day with Doug the manager tomorrow from 12 to 4 and then on thursday I am working with Michelle from 4 to 8. So from now on I am going to be working at the pool from 5am to 12 and then after that I am going to be working at soccer master anytime after that. And my weekends will be for soccer master. I am going to be working a lot but it is for sure worth it. 

ER

I have watched the show ER since it started. Last night was the last episode. I cant believe after so long that it is over. That is what I planned my thursday nights around. I had to watch ER. I did not watch it last night because my mom was working and we wanted to watch it together. So that is what I am doing on this friday night. I am having a bonding night with my mom and watching the last ER ever!! its crazy! But I love the show!

this is the last cast of ER ^

and this is the first cast... 14 years earlier.. 

yes i watched the show since i was 5! haha