almost summer

Its almost summer! I am so excited! I am also excited that everyone is coming home! tristan and sarah are home! lauren comes home the same time I get out and so does sammy. Along with all of the other people! All I have left in this semester Is 3 finals and 2 papers. I have not started any of this and I have 2 finals and the paper on tuesday. I have all day tomorrow and all weekend to work on this stuff. I am going to be stressed but after that I am done with this semester. BUT of course after that I am not on summer break. I have my summer class. Anatomy in 3 weeks. I might fail. I have to do really well. I dont know if I want to take it anymore because I am seriously thinking of not doing nursing and doing special education instead. I think I have more of a passion for that. I want to help kids. I want to do something worth while. I could also do mental health nursing though. I could do that with my associates. I think I am going to get my associates in nursing and then I am going to go back to school while I am working as a nurse at night.  I just really wnat to be a teacher but I want to start working full time so i can get my own place and be able to afford it. So with my associates I can work full time and go back to school at webster or something to get my special education degree.  I think I have written this before but I just am really struggling with what I want to do with my life. I just have no idea what I want to do. I cant make a decision for my life. I jus wan to know what I want to do! I want to be able to decide. So I am going to get both I guess!

UGH STRESS!